Sick Sad World

Jan 10
Haha, I made a Daria reference.

Either Cory got me extremely sick over the weekend or I'm going through that seasonal crap that happens to me randomly where my throat hurts and I lose my voice for a couple of days. Suuuuck. If it's the former, he will be getting me medicine. If it's the latter, more suuuuuck because I'll just have to tough it out.

On top of this, I'm so...blah. Because of girly time. There are people around me, but if they don't smile in just the right way, I burst into tears. I almost literally started crying about five minutes ago just because one of my friends, who is always playfully mean and calls me retard all the time, didn't say "hi" nicely. And I start thinking that those friends back in BA who rarely speak to me are just forgetting about me even though I know we all have lives to be on with. :/ Blaaaargh.

I just feel like I can't do anything right. That's my biggest complex.

Hopefully I'll feel better all around soon. I hope everyone's much better off than I am at the moment, physically and emotionally.

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